I STAND ALONE......against the fury of torment and depression..... against the whirlwinds that cover my escape..... Against the darkness that engulfes me..... against all odds I stand alone....... Yet I will never give up... I will never give in... I will never falter... I know what I was meant to do... I know what I have to do.. I ahve to soldier on....whether it be alone.... or if I find a companion along the way I will soldier on... I will soldier on through the tough times....through the sad times.... through hail and sleet... through snow and rain..... Through drout and flood... I will stand the test of time... and in the end I will be better for it...I will not falter... I will not fail.... I have goals I will see them accomplished....... onward I wil ltravel through the deeps of hell to be raised to the gates of heaven.....


Someone told me and I quote "I know you can get through it....if anyone can you can yo uare the strongest person I have ever met"



I am battered and beaten, but I am not dead!!!! Yes there will be tough times but eventually I will find the light... I know it is out there I just have to find it...... And for now that light is in the eyes of my pupils...... those lives I touch..... that is my light for now I will grasp it for dear life and not let go.....




"WHEN GOING THROUGH HELL, KEEP GOING!!!!!"